the weding 2013

On 24th November 2013. solemnization. Officially husband and wife. This is sweet memories at the end of 2013. Hopefully our love will last till jannah.
There are so many things that I must understand, tolerate and do as a wife now. I hope I will manage to be a good wife, mother, daughter and daughter in law and for the most as a muslim.

24th NOV 2012

Today is the day that I must determine and focus on one thing in life. FUTURE. It is a new beginning for me. Nevertheless to hesitate and think twice of the decision which is already made. There will be 10,000 good reasons for choosing this path. It is not as I have planned in the very beginning but God has better plan for me.I will always believe in God plan way better than mine. I will proceed this journey with courage and enjoy it.

It's been 27 years of living in this beautiful world yet unable to find the real mission in life. Sometimes, when i'm wondering alone, it just more confusing. Therefore the best way is not to over thinking of something that we are not sure.

drink, eat, sleep

laugh,shout,cry

Can we touch the sky?

It is impossible to touch the sky

But we can't stop from dreaming...

I wonder where dreams come from...

Magical world it is....

don't give up

When things go wrong as sometimes will,
When the road you trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you sit a bit,
REST if you must but don't you quit.

This is a poem which motivated me most. :)

I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us

It's weird how as time pass by the feelings are still the same. In the world that is so big and there so many people around you to be there by your side but you still wanting something that is in the past. Some people might say i'm ungrateful with things that I got. But in the heat of the moment the feelings are never change. It's to hard to erase the things that within you. 

He said

He said to me women beauty is only for one man that is her husband.
He said to me that there is no such a thing as LOVE BEFORE MARRIAGE  in ISLAM.
He said to me LOVE AFTER MARRIAGE is the best thing in LIFE.
He said to me HE WILL TAKE CARE of ME.
He said to me HE LOVE ME.
He said to me HE WILL WAIT.
And I smile for things HE SAID.

Tribute to My Late Father

Tears in my eyes is always seen each time I think of how much I have lost. It was unforgettable morning for my family and I, we have lost The Man in the house, My Father. On 11.30 in the morning of 15th August 2012(26 Ramadhan) my father pass left us at the age of 66.

He is indeed a kind man and always believe in his principle.I will always love you Abah. Al-fatihah.

Ismail b. Ahmad.